love?

how do you see a person and not feel anything anymore?
i feel weak for still having remnants of feelings past
one sided at that

you know when even the sight of someone makes you feel uneasy?
something disgusts you about how you view them
they are not a good person
not a person for you
and yet
my fictionalised version covers up all their flaws
how horrifying

it is truly humiliating
you tell yourself, “this is over, i am letting go”
but when reality hits you
a realisation comes to the forefront of your mind
you cannot simply state these things
they must become on their own
and who the hell can predict when that will happen